wOrdS tHat i caN’t say..

Those feelings that are the most painful are those
ones that nobody can explain, no quote can describe,
and no tears or smiles can make them go away. They’re
the ones that hurt the deepest, the ones that last the longest,
and take FOREVER to forget about

love is kind. it                               does not envy,
      it does not boast, it                     is not proud. it is not
    rude, it is not self-seeking,       it is not easily angered, it
   keeps  no records of wrong.   love does not delight  in evil
  but rejoices with the truth. it always protects, always trust,
  always hopes, always perseveres. love never fails. when i
    was a child , i talked like a child, i thought like a child, i
      reasoned like a child. when i became a woman, i put
           childish  ways behind  me . now we see but  a
             poor reflection, as in a mirror; then we shall
                 see face to face.  now i  know in  part;
                   then i shall know fully, even as i am
                         fully known . and now  these
                             three remain; faith, hope
                                  and love . but  the
                                      greatest   of
                                          these  is
                                             love.

There’s something my heart is going to tell
I’ts about the feelings I have long kept well,
And now that it’s time to give my explanations,
It’s also about time to release my emotions.

I have no choise but accept the reality
That you’re no longer falling for me
Though  it hurts, I have to face the truth,
Forgetting you will do good to us both.

Your memories made my heart sigh most
Everyday, they haunt me like a ghost,
They make my feelings even worst,
As i realize you’re someone i totally lost.

When I loved you, I have no regret
The only thing is, I kept is a secret,
I didn’t show you’re someone i sympathize with,
Because being so showy is one thing I could do least.

Now, forgetting you is what I ought to do
And totally, I’ll be closing my heart to you,
It won’t be easy ‘coz you’ve been a part of me,
But i have to accept, you’re already a history.

Someday, I knnow I will soon recover
From the heartaches I get, so don’t you bother,
I will be over you, sooner or later,
Time will come, I will love you never.