another shit of mine c:
i refuse to look in the mirror,
I refuse to see my face,
Red and tear streaked,
As my world falls out of place.
I refuse to look in the mirror,
To see the hurt in my eyes,
The shaking of my body,
As i resort to silent cries.
I refuse to look in the mirror,
The pain in my heart spread like an infection,
And I witness it all,
All through my reflection.
I refuse to look in the mirror,
To see that last teardrop fall,
I refuse to watch the failure,
As i give up on it all…
